BACK!
i havent blog for ages right?
yea, have been very busy.
been haveing drama for the past one whole week.
first three days drama(CCA)
next two days, drama elec. haiz .
okay.
holiday is filled with sorrows.
i swear.
ahahaha. yesterday night. my father bought chou tou fu back. you know the wellknown smelly tou fu originated from hong kong? yeap, i had that for supper. okayy,lol. er, it really stinks lah. smelt like some drain unwashed for many months, with urine(?) inside. LITERALLY STINK THE ENTIRE HOUSE. okayy, but when you eat it, it is not that stinky. it tasted kindof nice okay. but when the juice came out, it stink again! yea. so is like, only the chewing part is nice. cause it was crispy. ahahahha. okay. then as i was eating, we were also watching The Arena championship. er. then i came to realise that one of the debater from nayang girls high was my primary school friend. okay. not really friend. more of schoolmate.ahahhaha. yeap. anyway, so RI win the championship. As expected lah. how could RI lose? if they lose, it will be super no face for them lahh. RAFFLES INSTUTION LEH! for today, went to school for drama. most of us were like, half dead when we get to school. so our instructor was kind enough to let us off reherasal today. so we did some warm down exercise. hahahahha. we were suppose to lie down on the ground, and go into a dreamy land. LOL. I FELL ASLEEP HALFWAY!but surprisingly, when he said "slowly open your eyes but remain lying there", i actually wake up!i dont know why! I normally take so long to wake up and get off the bed in the morning and today, i woke up just like that! er. yea. okayy.*ps. iloveyou.
now, i am watching tv. the charity show to raise fund for the sichuan earthquake. omg, it is damn sad. see the videos and graphics. damn sad lahh. can cry already. so many aftershocks somemore. 100+ aftershocks. GR.
四川的受害者实在太可怜了。看到那一些照片，拍得实在。。。 看了就心疼。快哭了。我们一定要帮他们度过难关。 那些在地震里失去乐亲人，对不起。你要振作。不要放弃。我们在这里唯一能做的是捐钱给你们。帮你们度过难关。希望我们的小小的行动能帮到你们重生。
Yeap.
okay. in BC now.
TSK. hoilday still having tuition. LOL.
okayy.
rachel beside me noww. also typing away on her blog now.
TSK. now this comp room here is like filled with typing soound.
ahahhahaha.
everyone all typing away.
Today last day of lesson already.
think i am going to continue BC cause my mother thinks that my english is still freaking bad.
and to reduce the risk of failing english for 'o' s next year,
better continue.
anyway, just now had drama in school.
hahahahah.
we tried on masks and i look...-.-
okayy, look super weird lahh..
the mask had distorted mouth and some freaking small eyes.
aahahahah.
okay.
i will continue to blog later after i get home lah. now lesson going to start already.
Just got back RB. haiz. aahhahahah. i survived my mother's 'section'. now awaits my father's. ahahahha. okay. *still can laugh huh?* anyway, tomorrow morning, going to school for EMDD rehearsal. haiz. 8-12 lehh.. wlao. waste my time. somemore i havent memorise finish the script properly yet. TSK TSK. then after that going for BC from 1.30 to 3.30. then later go dont know where. haiz. so stress day. so many thingsssss.. now watching Lovers in Paris on tv. ahahahhahahha. later going to study. i swear. must. er. okayy. everytime also like that one.
Yea. home now. having a bad headache and stomachache. AAHHH. Pity me yeah? er okayy. tomorrow is official the 'last' day of school. whyy i put ' '? cause right, during the hoildays, we still have to go back to school for drama(CCA), drama elective, chem (i think) and blah blah... thn somemore results like that, of course must study luh.. so no more GOOD and FUN holiday. haiz.
okay, so, yesterday,having drama (CCA) after school. GGGGGGGGRRRRRRRR. havent memorise my lines and we are performing for principal on SATURDAY. DIEEE. Yea. then when i am 'reciting' my lines, Ms (_____) came and sit in front of me. I was like,"shit. what if i say wrong" cause she was kindof pissed at us yesterday. i was scared that she will scold me. ahhahaha. end up, she asked me what one of thee chinese word means. Oh. and speaking of chinese words, haiz. Who in the world speak chinese during a ENGLISH DRAMA PERFORMANCE???? *i know i said this alot of times* Seriously, i am against it! yesterday, i told the teacher about it, then he gave me a whole 'monolouge' and in the end, i still have to continue with this role. TSK TSK.
那些在四川的受害者实在太可怜了。看了就心疼。 各位受害者：对不起，我们在这里是根本体谅不到你们的痛苦和悲伤。
It is really not fair, know? cause the sec 1 and 2 are having post exam activities and we are like what, studying and studying. seeing the lower sec people carry small bag or even NO bag, really created a sense of jealousy in me. we are suppose to bring all our books to school cause "life goes on for us". (quoted from Mrs(_______) speech today. ahahahhaa. today, she was like, 'if your class has only 2 failure, i would not be doing lectures like this. But your class dont hve 2 failures BUT 2 PASSES only. How to not lecture you all?' see, i am not the only one who failed SS okayy?? And my fail is considered one of the better grades in my class. SEE the standard of my class?? yea okayy, so tomorrow, lessons, lessons. lucky tomorrow got free period. or else huh, see the lower sec having fn i might just drool lahh. er. okay, tomorrow also got drama. HAIZ. i havent fully memorise the script yet. Somemore, it is in CHINESE! GGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRR. i swear. i hate it. WHO THE HELL PERFORM A PERORMANCE PUT UP BY THE
ENGLISH DRAMATIC ARTS SOCIETY IN THE OTHER LANGUAGES????????????????????? i doubt so. but yea, i am doing it. Kindof weird lahh. Dont feel like doing it. The play is kind of sucky too. (no offence, but yes.) I HATE IT!!! horrible thing. i havent been posting for very long right? er. yea. cause i was.. okayy lah. i admit. i was too lazy ookay?? But what to do? i had a very stress week before. er. okay. everyone also mah.
just got back drama marks. okay. not just. a few hours ago?
yeap, so, i failed drama theory part( as usual).
but for the performance part, i got like band 2? yea, we are not suppose to know the actual marks though. kind of bad luh huh. excepted drama marks to be much better then this. but after the paper, i realise that my dream of getting a A for drama perished. cause NO WAY an A is mine for drama. i was like franticly writing away.. and you can say, crap was what i was writing.
anyway, so yea, for CT and Bio lessons today, dont know why Mrs Jalleh never come in. i thought i saw her though. And nobody called her too. aHHAHHAHA. we had 'free period'. so, er. Me, Eng Eng Rachel Tan did something. er, not dirty stuff luh. During english Mr (_______) was screaming at us cause he told us to do work then some people never bring worksheet and some "talk and talk away"..(quoted from Ms (______). (i was one of them) . So, he was screaming about our attitude and somehow, he started to talk about RGS girls and how we are actually as smart as them but because of our attitude, we will achieve nothing. And for his 'closing speech' was, "idiotic people". Yeap, he scolded that. i did not make that up ya? we are so going to get hell the next lesson. AAAAAAAAAARRRRGGGGGGGGGGG.
Got back Lit P2 today. haiz. my essay write so long like 4 pages? then only get 17/25... Haiz. waste my time only... TSK TSK.
today, is the first day of the returning of results. yeap, as predicted, fail, fail, fail. I AM SO GOING TO PUSH MYSELF FORWARD! I MUST DO WELL NEXXXTTTT TIME!
yeap okay, today drama till i nearly fall asleeep. i was like sitting on the chair and dozing off alreaady luh.. so tired!!! Next week principal coming to view and we are like still 20% done only??? anyway, so yea, pray luh huh!
Today had drama practical exam... er okay. it seemed a little screwed. NO! maybe, VERY SCREWED! Cause, we actually forgot 1 WHOLE PAGE of lines! and that was also the part when we have sort of 'climax' and the only transition we have in the entire play. AND YES. We missed that part out. HOW SMART! okayy, then Mr Meyer was like, 'this is like the beginning of your rehearsal only. it dont seem to be one performance that have been practice time and time again.' OH WELL. i guess we are just noot that ready. (P.S we prepared this performance for 4 months? and still not ready...) anyway, so yeap, so going to do badly. i was actually hoping that practical can help pull up my entire drama marks because i did kindof badly for theory part. but then, oh well. fateed to fail drama? FOR NOW! i cant fail drama! i need drama! Diane made my face look so.. cant describe. Cause i am like suppose to be a 'ghost' who died in a car accident, came back to find my brother and try to communicate with. she used the eye liner, rub on her fingers, smeared it on my face. Like, the cheeks, forehead, chin etc.. OMG. i am like black faced? then senior Michelle made it nmore black. then i look worse. then Jessica did some more last minute. And added mascara for me. look even worse. even black faced. (if have pic, i post next time) then you see. wait, if you got weak heart, then dont attempt to see. you might faint.
for drama CCA also today, our drama instructor finally screamed at us! Like FINALLY! cause he never scream before! but, the previous instrutor did it louder. ahahahhaha. of course, i dont expect him to 'compete' with her. we will just loathe coming to drama. and end up, no one turns up. aahahahah. No luh, we are responsible beings.
going back to school tomorrow. Like after 2 days of drama only but still very late reach home marking day. GETTING RESULTS BACK. one word. 'DIE'. my drama elec friends went out. causse they tomorrow get results only, cant go out already. so all going to 'camp' out of house tonight.. AND YES. i am home awaiting the time for the verdict of 'no more going out' given out tomorrow.
Okayy.. pray luh huh..
yeap. today is a day of drama!
cause we are suppose to be home as it is marking day. but then, i went back to school for drama. yeap. from 9-12--drama (CCA), 1-3.30--drama elective.
cause tomorrow is drama elec practical exam, we are trying our very best to do whatever last minutes stuff to brush up the entire performance. STRESS! i borrowed a white skinny from diane. ahahah. i wear then the hips there like quite loose. hahhaahah. anyway, i dont know why, but when i wear her skinny, i feel so bitchy. And then bitch-ness came out of me! OH NO. but then when i take it off, the bitch-ness is gone! LOL. sounds lame and dumb but yes! ask rachel if you dont believe!
anyway, we are freaking hopeless and we can just drop dead and die now. Then no need to go for exam tomorrow.
i think it is the dumb-est thing to go back to school on a marking day for drama, I mean, other people are like sleep at home, and we are going back not for fun, BUT FOR EXAM! WHAT THE HELL! Abit unfair luh huh!
i am suppose to wear make-up tomorrow. but apperently, i dont know what to put! Cause my character is like a SPIRIT... so i dont know! must i like put alot of foundation to make my face ghostly look? or just put anything cause the 'audience' are not suppose to see me! Because, you know...
okayy. going to try to get my line properly done.. or else, later tomorrow on stage half way forget lines... i will just faint. ahahahah. LOL.
yeap. okay. back.
er. today. drama elec's practice.
HORRIBILY(?) SCREWED UP.
I SWEAR. SUPER SCREWED!!!!
okay. so. what happen is that, i reach school at 9.45 am. hoping that the rest would be anxious about the exam enough to come early to start early. okay. so, i waited and waited. then,at 9.56 am, (as of my phone clock which is definately not spoiled despite the fact that i had no batt) shriveena SMS-ed me to say she cant come. And seriously, what is this? i mean, cant you inform me earlier?!! like for minutes before we are suppose to start, you tell me your mother CANT fetch you? you could take the bus. seriously. Then, on the dot 10 am, geraldine came. yea, okay. at least she is ON THE DOT. and we both waited. then at 10.13 am(as of my phone clock AGAIN) rachel come strolling in. Told her to bring all costume as it was going to be a full dress rehearsal and guess what she brought? her wallet and one dress. Okay guys, tell me, would some rich tai-tai who is the kind who wants face(mian zi) only wear like that and go to a talk show? DEFINATELY NOT. she could at least bring a variety of clothes so we could mix and match with others. she brought no jewelleries, no shoes. WHAT IS THIS? to think i carries a plastic bag full of clothes! anyway, so the next thing, in the black box, diane and group was also missing people. ALLYSON! anyway, dont want to say too much about their group. So, we run through lines. RACHEL GAN! you told me yesterday that you memorised all your lines very well already. And what is this? you kept yawning away and forgetting your lines!!! Girl, to remind you, the exam is on tuesday and you havent memorise anything??? And then you tell me that you will confirm memorise it by monday. How am i suppose to believe you???? anyway, so we run through. Jessica played shriveena's role for us. TOTALLY SCREWED UP! we can just drop dead and die and dont perform on tuesday. Seriously girls, is this that attitude? with someone yawning away while performing half way on stage? really, you knew before hand that we are meeting today to practice, can you sleep earlier if you knew this will happen? i slept at nearly 3 and woke up at 7.30? To think i am still not yawning. cant you control it? you just dont give a shit about it right? Diane's grooup was like damn pissed at Allyson for not coming.
anyway, too pissed to write anything. and yeap, sorry to all those who message me or called, phone no batt. SORRY ARH. KKAY.
okayy.. i am back after a long long wait to use computer. FINALLY.
EXAMS ARE OVER!
But one thing, exams are over for others. not me.
i still have drama practical exam on tuesday!!!! AAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhh
tell you something, we are having practical exam on tuesday and till now, for our performance, we dont have props, costumes, lines not memorised well, no full dress rehearsal. SEE HOW SCREWED ARE WE?????
haiz. so tomorrow going back to school tooo practice. WE HAVE TOO.
today was drama theory. whoa. can sweat cold sweat. it was kindof hard leh... everyone was scribbling and scribbling away. AHAHHA. i finished mine on the dot 2 minutes before the time ends!! whoa (: JUST IN TIME!okayy.. so, today. yeap. nothing to blog about. but alot of time. bragging away. AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGG. boring life. WHAT A LIFE! okay. i will just go huh. i guess i will be back tomorrow. since exams are over. maybe can use computer already. i will blog about the practice that we will have tomorrow! rachel will have raging hormones again. I pity shriveena!(:
kkay. Bye. (:
I havent been smiling for a very long time. Since i think exam started. I dont know why. I just am not. I think something is really wrong with me. what excatly is happening to me? A sudden change in the weather season made me change? I REALLY DONT KNOW.
yes okay. never finish my SS paper today. bio, anyhow do. so how? this is the result of not studying well. damn it.core lit on monday. SO GOING TO STUDY. and wait. to ask myself. *if you want to study, why are you still using computer????*okay. so i just wished that i can do well for my exams lah luh. (: when i know i cant.but you see, I DONT WANT TO FAIL!for all of the exams, we will be sitting in the hall like the 'O's" so scary can!i havent step in already scared. next year HOW???????DIE. now i actually wanted to do my MSND but then i got no mood luh. slacking. hahahahahaha. NO MOOD. okayy. anyway. why are you so pampered?