Hi Hello and How do you do?
okay. i might just start to recite the class cheer again.
Hmmm. the CAs are just over, and i'm currently feeling slightly better. after all the stress.
i think i've been rather stress out this days. For the last few year, whenever after CAs, i'll always think that, "okay, so exam aren't over yet. Yunice, don't be so glad." But for now, somehow, after this CA i feel like " yay! exams are over!" when in actual fact, NO! Its drawing nearer!!! I guess i am too stress out that i feel like i've been stdying for the entire year already??
Drama has been rather stressful this few weeks. Working on our devise piece and our monolouge concurrently is definately a tough road. Monday- devise piece. Friday- monolouge. Its like, my entire week is filled with DRAMA. Monday, wednesday, friday! ALLdrama! Dad's getting real pissed at this tight DRAMA-ing schedule. i can tell. And we have been watching plays almost every week! the reviews are killing me, alright! i really don't know what to write about them! ARGH. Did alot of memorizing work. i actually memorized my monolouge last week. But somehow, i wasn't confident about the word. so, i was honestly scared. + blocking. i have never actually really sat down, and think throughly about my blocking. And TA DA! i needed to do improvisation work. Lucky MsS never say anything about the badly done inprov. well, she said that i need to work on my speech (speaking way too fast), my body gesture (not facing the audience) , and MORE! alot to work on, alright?
today, i was just talking to my brother about some stuff about his carbonated drink, and yes. After studying too much for Biology, i'm definately under strong influence. i started telling him about reflex action and etc. He was like " er. hello. what are you talking about uh?"
Maybe my brain's gonna burst. was just writing my review. Trying to find different point to write, but yea. the reason why i'm here? cause i can't think of any!!
anyway, think i'm wasting alot of time typing away here. might as well use the time to settle my review.
HAH.
Byebye
Here comes my usual comment: the week past by real fast
and yes, its too fast to allow my to take a breather for a while, stop, and relax.
NO. time is not on my side.
when next week comes, i will be worst off. Why?
because next week is when all the CAs commences.
and i am scared.
Because i really need to do well for even as simple as class tests, what more a CA paper?
currently frantically trying to clear the subjects at hand. SS-done. clearly happy that i managed to memorize the facts. Hopefully, i will be able to do well (as in studying) for the other subjects.
Anyway, going St Nics tomorrow. for some drama play. yea. 5.30 to 9pm.
can just die in there! so, iwas thinking, aft school, come home, bath and out i go again. from here to AMK, hmmmm, an hour should be fine? ah hah!
got to go and STUDY again. once again, time is not on my side!
Currently down with flu, cough and yea. the usual stuff. i hate my nose to the core. Its dripping mucus like nobodies business(not that its true!) But i really cantcontrol it! and i cant stand it too. was wearing jacket the whole day. getting stares at people who think i'm weird. But i DONT CARE.
i'm suppose to be watching a play right now, but apperently, i'm home. cause i'm sick on medication, cant function as hyper as usual, cant concentrate and am not allow to go tonight. My father spoke to MsS for the first time, that i cant go. I didnt dare to tell her. i was afraid she would blow her top. I didnt go for drama elective lessons today already cause i needed the doctor badly. Yeap. so now, i'm stuck at home, thinking if i should lie down and sleep or continue typing away, researching on stuff for work alright?
school's getting more and more stress as the days go by, and i can definately feel the pressure rising. i'm afraid that if i can perform well for O's, i hae to retain which i really dont want to. And up till now, i have yet to make up my mind whether to go JC or Poly. Like, really. Its a tough choice. i really dont know.
the week starting 16 feb would be all the CAs. I have to score or rather, ace them! i need to prove to other peple who look down on us that we, comine science stream can do better than even triple sciene stream ones! but we have to work really hard. And i'm sure if we work hard, we can do it!
GANBETTE!
Alright. Today, hmmmm. its rather.. tiring. Although today is suppose to be one of the 2 days when i get to go home straight after school, i am feeling tired and lerthargic. i fell asleep in the train, i was half dead when queuing for my ezlink to be made, i was 1/4 sleeping while on the bus. i was really tired today. And the weird thing is, i did not do PE today. when my other classmate ran 2.4km, i was standing there encouraging them. So you see, how can i be tired? i don't understand. Anyway, doing lit essay now. But again, doubt i can finish by today. therefore, i am going to complete all my unfinished tasks.