I'm back. ^^

I was sick the past few days. Been on medication and sleeping.

That's basically what i do everyday.

See where the fats are coming from?

nownow,

My grandfather has been admitted to hospital.

For i don't know why. My mother refuses to say. She just say nothing bad about it.

But how "nothing bad" can it get with it involves hospital?

I don't know. I feel so confused.

And i cant visit him tmr. cause of my brother. WTH.

I really dont know what to say, what to do, and even what to think about.

How should i react to such situations?

I mean, the previous times, i was young.

at least much younger to know about what to do, i just know how to cry.

But now, i dont know. HOW.

I havent seen my grandfather since he came back from that STINKING VIETNAM trip.

Mon says he is thinner now.

I dont know what to say..

I'm confused. gahhhhh!

bye